That feeling

I get excited easily..about little things and big things.

I go through phases of being very excited about one particular thing...that one book, that one song, that one band, that one movie, that one show..and for a little while that occupies most of my thoughts.. it's my inspiration and makes me feel like I can do anything. These particular things excite me because they make me realise something new about the world, about people in general and myself...or it might just simply be beautiful and move me in some other way..

You know when you suddenly listen to a song you didn't know you were looking for or missing but when it starts playing you get tears in your eyes because you're so excited..that feeling.

Not jumping up and down excited..but like you're clapping your hands really fast in your head excited..For just a little moment you feel like the happiest person, and you feel like you're the only one that discovered what you just did..like you have been told a secret. Of course you are not the first person to be moved by this particular song, book, band, dance ruitine..but the feeling you get...that's yours. That feeling.

Right now I'm reading Scar Tissue...the one about Anthony Kiedes, Red Hot Chili Peppers. I was never really into their music..now I am.

And guess what...I'm very excited about it.