cruising through...

I've been thinking over the last couple of weeks, ever since I got the job in Sydney (yaaay!!), that something has to go wrong..I can't be this lucky..it can't go this smoothly...

So on Monday I wasn't feeling very well, and I woke up sick on Tuesday...still not feeling my best and I'm kind of hoping this it it...being sick for a few days(to be honest I'm not really that sick either..I'm grasping for straws here..) wasn't scheduled in my plan, so maybe I'll get away with a few days on the couch watching Heroes season one and worrying(not really) about all the stuff I should have done by now. Cos I can't be this lucky...it's not fair. So many people go through life doing more of the "must do" than the "want to do" stuff, thinking that's how it's meant to be..like you're not really a responsible adult if you're not miserable..that's SBS (Soo bullshit..I'm influenced by Paris Hilton..)

Here I am cruising through life doing what makes me happy, getting rid of stuff and people that don't..and so far I'm getting away with it... like it's not supposed to be that easy, like in some way I'm cheating in "the game of life".. My biggest problem is that my problems are so small that they can't really be considered problems..(Eskil and Snook ;) That being said: big problems, small problems...who are we to judge the difference..a bee sting might be nothing to me, but is fatal to my friend.