Sunday, April 11, 2010

the love for music


Byron Bay Bluesfest...
One word

Love

all over the place

ribs and soul searching


Nearly 4 months later...apparently I'm not too good at this updating everyone on my life thing.In my head I'm running an amazing blog but for some reason the computer screen usually remains blank. My mind sure spins enough to keep filling these pages and I know friends and family are happily surprised every time I finally put a few comforting words to the paper...and sadly enough instead of starting one of many promised emails I'm writing this...

In my 'about me' section I've got a single sentence.."I'm a restless soul, but not lost". Man was I wrong, I'm lost and I've been for quite some time.
I had proper ribs for the first time yesterday and even though I did like the taste it was a rather disturbing experience as it made us think of the cannibal in London years back.... the wannabe vegetarian in my was disgusted in every way possible. I woke up in the middle of the night sweating..I'm not sure if it was the ribs, but this morning I woke up feeling better than I have in months. Maybe I have finally excepted that yes I don't know what to do, what choice to make, can't tell north from south..I feel calmer. Nothing is solved,but its coming to me..:) So I'm staying put on my half way to 50 bum until things make sense again.

It's not all good, but the good always makes up for the bad. Good wins, always. If you don't believe that whats the point of anything really.