Wednesday, August 12, 2009

People watching..

I'm finally on my way..the fact that I'm leaving didn't actually hit me until yesterday evening..saying goodbye to the people I will miss the most. Even packing my bags didn't affect me the way it should..everyone wondering how I could be so calm about it all. well, it finally got to me..that I'm leaving all my friends and family, everything I've know for the last 21 years (3 before that was oz). It's a bit scary and I must admit I felt a little sad and over whelmed. Knowing I'm doing the right thing helps though.
This morning I was in too much of a hurry to really think about stuff, which is a good thing I guess.
Now I'm sitting in the middle of circus Heathrow, and I'm feeling ok :) I already miss everyone and I wish I could take them with me, but I'm good. I have no idea what's waiting for me in Sydney..tiny bit scary, but mostly exciting.

It feels like yesterday I was here last, sitting in pretty much the same spot, blogging and people watching..it's been over a year and a half..so much has happened over the past year, still I have no idea where the days went.

So long my Oslo people, I'll be missing you :)

Lots of love

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

short of days

It's 6 days left and I've officially started packing..again I own more stuff that I thought. 6-7 boxes..that might not sound like a lot to some people, but this is the girl who can't even buy a plant without feeling stressed...as long as I have all my old photo albums, yearbooks and other fun stuff I'm good...everything else is replaceable.

My problem is and always has been this...I think I have plenty of time to organise and do everything I have to..say goodbye, make everyone happy, pack my bags and get on the plane without any stress.....never happens!! And I never learn...I've been counting days and people I'm supposed to meet..and stuff I have to organise before I leave...it doesn't ad up..I'm short of days..I want to leave happy with everyone else being happy too...is it doable?